Sarah Rise Weekly Updates

October 17: Not Making Feelings Worse By Judging Myself for Having The Feelings in the First Place

Surrounded by the silent cacophony of my own judgements about my feelings, I cease to notice them as optional. Inspired by Glennon Doyle’s encouragement to not abandon myself, I have started to notice when I condemn my reactions and to stop the condemnation and start accepting the feelings as rational. For example, yesterday had some… Read more »

October 10: Math Play to Solve Problems and Lessons in Letting Go

Sarah is the most talented and ever-surprising namer of herself and others. This week she called me “Mama Circle-With-A-Line-Through-It” and dubbed herself the same, just as the baby. Amy has been roller-skating a up a storm, and changing her plans for her Halloween costume as rapidly as those roller skate wheels spin. She is alternately… Read more »

September 26: A Week With Too Much

This past week felt extremely packed from Monday through Thursday. I felt like I was barely keeping up with what needed to happen, barely breathing, barely staying afloat. What is always an odd juxtaposition with that feeling is that when I’m actually teaching or giving a massage then I’m not stressed or feeling time pressure…. Read more »

September 19: Results and Improvements

Sarah’s EEG has been read but her neurologist wants to consult with other epileptologists before giving his suggestions to me. He thinks Sarah’s moments of waking with a start may be seizure related. The results that came from whomever read her EEG also indicate that they are possibly seizure related. Even though that confirms my… Read more »

September 5: An EEG, Camping, and Muffins

I forgot that today was Sunday! Since it is a long weekend, today really feels like Saturday. Thus the later-than-usual update. This week has not involved a great amount of sleep. Sunday night after dinner Sarah wasn’t to have any food. After 3am she wasn’t to have any water. I slept lightly, on alert for sounds of her getting… Read more »